A childhood hero: my mom. she was (and still is) always there for me. even as a child i could see she was special and yeah i love my mom ok.
Under a cut bc who cares??
yeah i think it’s idealistic but i do think it would work for some people. but like
because someone loves me — or because i have a lot of friends — doesn’t me /i/ love myself. and in the end, i think it’s really important to accept yourself so you can live a happy life.
so yeah, i do hold on to my family, my friends and my boyfriend, but it’s important, for me, to be able to look into a mirror and not think “i am so stupid and ugly and unworthy i hate myself”.
but hey, if for you being loved by others is enough for your happiness, it’s your thing and that’s alright.
Anon, I really wanted to thank you for that message. First, you put words on things I couldn’t say myself. I feel better, somehow, to know I’m not alone feeling like that.
Also, I think you’re very brave to really concentrate on the “now”, as you call it. I wish I could work that way too. I’ll definitely try. Thank you so much, you were of great help. Hope things are good for you. x
That’s really nice of you to say that (actually it’s so nice I don’t really know what to reply)
but I do know myself enough to /know/ I’m not a really good person? And not so good to be around etc? And I’ve always wanted to change that, except now even more I guess. I wish you didn’t use the word “wonderful” because it’s nothing like me.
but whatever I’ll stop ranting about all of this now. I guess it’s just one of those days. but thanks for trying to make me feel better ok? (: Have a nice day.
RIP my love story w/ him. i broke up.

cersei lannister / fave alcoholic drink: spiced rum i think
Direwolves & Dragons / favourite animal: i love cats so much but also cuttlefish a lot
Valar Dohaeris / What’s your dream job: i think i’d be really happy working with animals because they seem to like me and i like them. but also, to me the idea of someone getting money for their art like wOW can i have talent pls
Vaes Dothrak / what place do you want to travel to the most: there are two places i always wanted to see and it’s iceland and california
knees can be assholes. i had a friend who had knee problems and my mom also have them. i’m sorry you do too! xxx