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❝ Anonymous asked: you are so great, you deserve every bit of happiness you feel and all the good things ever and i love you and have a lovely day/week/year/life <3

oh wow, thank you so much. you’re really nice. i wish you the best in your life as well. (: 




❝ Anonymous asked: Boo!

A childhood hero: my mom. she was (and still is) always there for me. even as a child i could see she was special and yeah i love my mom ok. 




❝ Anonymous asked: What kind of diet are you following, and for how long before you started seeing (these kind of results)? Also, you should be proud of what you've accomplished because of the effort you've put into it, not bc pf beauty/ugliness etc. There's so much more to life, and your soul is golden anyway.

Under a cut bc who cares??

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❝ Anonymous asked: love doesn't really look at how worthy you are to be loved, or how good you are, and the truth is, we're all kinda terrible and unworthy in a way :) and it's totally okay to doubt; growth can't happen without it. but i also think knowing that you ARE loved is enough. maybe it's idealistic and just my opinion but it's true for me.

yeah i think it’s idealistic but i do think it would work for some people. but like

because someone loves me — or because i have a lot of friends — doesn’t me /i/ love myself. and in the end, i think it’s really important to accept yourself so you can live a happy life.

so yeah, i do hold on to my family, my friends and my boyfriend, but it’s important, for me, to be able to look into a mirror and not think “i am so stupid and ugly and unworthy i hate myself”.

but hey, if for you being loved by others is enough for your happiness, it’s your thing and that’s alright.




Anon, I really wanted to thank you for that message. First, you put words on things I couldn’t say myself. I feel better, somehow, to know I’m not alone feeling like that.

Also, I think you’re very brave to really concentrate on the “now”, as you call it. I wish I could work that way too. I’ll definitely try.  Thank you so much, you were of great help. Hope things are good for you. x




❝ Anonymous asked: i know we don't talk and aren't friends but i know you enough from your blog to know you should never consider yourself unworthy of someone. if anything, maybe they can be unworthy but not you. i secretly have a crush on you and i wish you saw the wonderful person you are.

That’s really nice of you to say that (actually it’s so nice I don’t really know what to reply)

but I do know myself enough to /know/ I’m not a really good person? And not so good to be around etc? And I’ve always wanted to change that, except now even more I guess. I wish you didn’t use the word “wonderful” because it’s nothing like me. 

but whatever I’ll stop ranting about all of this now. I guess it’s just one of those days. but thanks for trying to make me feel better ok? (: Have a nice day.




❝ Anonymous asked: Awe you poor thing :( hope it gets better soon! I know how you feel except I have that problem with my knee

knees can be assholes. i had a friend who had knee problems and my mom also have them. i’m sorry you do too! xxx




❝ Anonymous asked: Baby what did you do?

i didn’t ~~do anything tbh. this ankle was always weak when i was a child, until i broke it for the first time when i was around 12 and then once more 5 years later. i get sprains every 3 or 4 months or so and yeah so what i did was existing sIGH

it just twisted worst than usual today :( so yeah 




❝ Anonymous asked: what's that armor though? I've never seen it, is it custom/do you have to be at high smithing level?

i’m playing on ps3 so no it’s not custom (: and i didn’t smith it, but the answer is a ??? rather huge spoiler for dawnguard. 

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❝ Anonymous asked: I would just like to tell you how the latest post on your writing blog brought me to tears, because it is exactly how I feel about a certain person. Thank you for writing it and for reminding me of the greatness of those feelings. Write (and post) more, please :)

that’s it. i made it. 

i’m crying right now because wow this is so !! omg i can’t even word properly how i feel but you just made me so happy. i can’t believe my words would make someone feel like that. thank you so much for existing thank you for taking time to write your message. it means so much to me i can’t say. i’m sorry this is a shitty answer but i’m so happy ok. i’ll continue working on my texts! (: